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released March 10, 2017

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Despaired Rostov On Don, Russia

Melodic Hardcore band from Rostov-on-Don, Russia.

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Track Name: Circles
(Intro)
I was left alone for each of
Betrayal in my life.
They pulled out every part of my soul
With their lies. With their lies.

(Verse1)
I don't feel life in me, I don't live.
All passions burnt inside me and I can't leave
From this circle of disappointing things
I'm trying to return but something's pulling me down.

(Chorus)
Life makes me apathetic.
I will never be the same.
I wanna feel alive,
But I just exist.

(Breakdown)
Why I became so apathetic?
Oh
They will tear you a piece by piece

(Verse2)
Don't trust anyone.
In any time they can betray you.
They will tear a piece by piece,
Till nothing left, till you're dead.

(Verse1)
I don't feel life in me, I don't live.
All passions burnt inside me and I can't leave
From this circle of disappointing things
I'm trying to return but something's pulling me down.

(Chorus)
Life makes me apathetic.
I will never be the same.
I wanna feel alive,
But I just exist.

(PreSolo)
I want to come back
A dozen years ago,
When everything was bright and new,
When nobody tried to break me.

(Outro)
Than further we go, the worse it becomes.
Than further we go, the worse it becomes.
The worse it becomes.
Track Name: Ash & Rot
[Intro Var2]
Everything was clean,
But we were born to suffer,
We absorbed tons of mud
On our hateful path.

[Verse1]
Look at who you're now
You have realized the agony of the world

[Verse1pt2]
We'll stand together
On the bones of our ancestry.
We'll keep a memories
About peaceful times.

[Post-verse]
Erase edge of being
Escape from captivity
Don't let the flame
Go out from your soul.

[Chorus]
Break on the rocks like a
Peregrine is better
Than be crushed a stone
Like a snake

[Post-Chorus]
Ashes will be scattered to the wind
The fire will make us an eternity
We will not be feed for the worms
Ashes better than rot!

[Verse2]
Look at the sun at last time
It is the end of humankind
It was a source of life
But now it's our punishment.

Ashes better than rot!

[Post-verse]
Erase edge of being
Escape from captivity
Don't let the flame
Go out from your soul

I really hate this fucking shit!

[Breakdown]
We will stand together on the bones
We will keep the memories.

[Chorus]
Break on the rocks like a
Peregrine is better
Than be crushed a stone
Like a snake

[Post-Chorus]
Ashes will be scattered to the wind
The fire will make us an eternity
We will not be feed for the worms
Ashes better than rot

[Chorus]
Break on the rocks like a
Peregrine is better
Than be crushed a stone
Like a snake

[Post-Chorus]
Ashes will be scattered to the wind
The fire will make us an eternity
We will not be feed for the worms
Ashes better than rot
Track Name: Wasted Time
verse 1:
Dusting all your awards on the shelf.
And those ambitions anymore.
That came the day when you have lost yourself.

verse 1 pumping:
You all wanted but did not do anything.
Gone are the year and with them opportunities.

bridge:
Life is gone!
Think of yourself as you were
Life is gone!
Way open, choose how you want.
Waste of time!
But you decided to do nothing.
Waste of time!
All squander when life was in full swing.

chorus:
All the time you were afraid to make a step.
You all put off until tomorrow. But it never came.
Why did you spend all of your time?
Why do you put all that started?
These are the questions that torment you.
Only despair is here. What will you do?

verse 1:
Dusting all your awards on the shelf.
And those ambitions anymore.
That came the day when you have lost yourself.

Breakdown1:
Fall!
You all wanted but did not do anything.
Gone are the year and with them opportunities.

Breakdown2:
All that you have is worthless. It's all bullshit.
Your whole life is worth nothing. Try to admit it.
All that you have is worthless. It's all bullshit.
Your whole life is worth nothing. Try to admit it.

verse2:
And there is no more of human striving.
You are not going to be what you always dreamed of.
Hope is gone, and now you're crying.
The fact that you could not rise above.
Above your idleness. Above your fears.
They are in you. They are destroying you.
Above your indecision. Above your tears.
You let them master you. They conquered you.

chorus:
All the time you were afraid to make a step.
You all put off until tomorrow. But it never came.
Why did you spend all of your time?
Why do you put all that started?
These are the questions that torment you.
Only despair is here. What will you do?

post-chorus:
Now you have all decided to change.
You decided that you can overtake what missed.

outro:
You wanted to become a great man.
Become those who change the world.
But life has passed, and you did nothing.
Too late, and that ended the life.
Track Name: The Curse
[Intro]
What is my problem?
Why everyone go away from me?
What should I do
To break this fucking curse?

[Verse1]
I had a dream
Where she was with knife.
She tried to kill me.
And now this knife in my heart.

I'm bleeding hard
And trying hold my life.
But light in my eyes
Is slowly going away.

[Chorus]
You just came into my life
As already disappear.
History repeats itself
Over and over again, perhaps it is my curse.

[Verse2]
I'm running for you
I'm losing what I have.
You are like disease
Taking me to nowhere.

How I must understand
What do you want and think?
I know what you mean to me.
But what I mean to you?

[Chorus]
You just came into my life
As already disappear.
History repeats itself
Over and over again, perhaps it is my curse.

[Breakdown]
It is my curse!

[Chorus]
You just came into my life
And already disappear.
History repeats itself
Over and over again, perhaps it is my curse.
Track Name: Monologue
[Intro]
We will go on the river.
Or we will go that way.
We will walk on the highways now,we'll have
Time to put things into ourselves.


[Bridge]
Someday it will come out
Of our hands and our mouths.
A lot of it will be wrong, but just
Enough of it will be right.

[Verse1]
We'll see the world and the way the world
walks around and talks, the way it really looks.
I wanna see everything now.
I wanna see everything!

[Metalcore Part]
And while thing that I will see
Will not be mine yet,
But someday it will merge with me
And someday it will become me.

[Chorus]
Look at the world, which lies in front of you.
The only way to really touch it.
the world gets into you, in your blood
where it pumps around a million times a day.

Look at the world, which lies in front of you.
The only way to really touch it.
the world gets into you, in your blood
where it pumps around a million times a day.

[Bridge]
A million times a day!

[Breakdown]
I will hold it so
It will never run off.
Someday it will be
In my hands.

[Ending]
I've got one finger on it now
That is a beginning.
I've got one finger on it now
That is a beginning.