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Between Despair And Fear

by Despaired

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tom_rodney One Step is my favorite track ! continuation and exaltation from something new to something own Favorite track: One Step.
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1.
A lot of violence, murders, profit motives, Everything's done against the people, The pseudo leaders make thoughtless decisions, We are just victims of their game. Welcome to my world! Are you guilty? No! So why you should to give your life For false values? Just a few things must be important for you : This is the future, relatives and you life.
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Do you wanna know what I now think? I think this fucking time flies so fast Together with fear that living in our minds In the stream of humans's weakness before the death. Every night before going to bed Just close my eyes I see the face of panic. That feeling haunts me several years I just wanna be free. Be free from this thoughts. Just need to drop a stone of past from my shoulders, Part with the memories and the people what I loved. But I can not do it! I'm so tired to keep everything in myself! Why can't we bring back the clock And start again? Because so shouldn't be, Because necessary to move forward! Every night before going to bed Just close my eyes I see the face of panic. I just wanna be free. Be free from this thoughts!
3.
One Step 02:42
I'm cornered, i don't know what to do, My life lost bright of colors, All because of you! Everything was perfect Til something has changed in you. I still do not understand What happened between us. I still can not to find myself. What's done is done! Past does not return! I'm suffering and my soul is burning, Hatred is boiling in my blood. Nothing left of us, everything is over, This episode came to an end. Nothing left of us, but you're still in my heart. Only one step from the love to the hate. Can you hear me? Can you hear me now and here? I just wanna say FUCK YOU! The greatest hate comes from the greatest love. Love and hate are the two closest emotions. I do not wanna see you, kindle fire again. All I want to get away from the memories. I will burn all bridges behind me. Please, let me go, bitch! Nothing left of us, everything is over, This episode came to an end. Nothing left of us, but you're still in my heart. Only one step from the love to the hate.
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Time To Live 03:41
There is no escaping fate. Tragedy and pain will follow you. When everything goes to hell, Do not lose your hope. When everyone turns away from you, There is someone who will support. Rise! Rise! From your knees! Do not let anybody break you! Look! Look! In eyes of fear! So you will become stronger! Be yourself. Just close your eyes And enjoy this wonderful feeling. There is a sense fight Stil you are alive. Don't tell me you are feeling hopeless, Don't tell you're in eternal depression. You are just fucking idiot! Do not invent bullshit! While your family with you You will not know this despair So don't show off and catch The happiness in simple moments. I will stand up to the end! I will destroy the walls on my path! One life - one death for us. So we will live it fucking bright! Be yourself. Just close your eyes And enjoy this wonderful feeling. There is a sense fight Until you are alive. It is time to live!
5.
This day has come, you’ve been waiting for it so long Look around, everything`s crashing down on your eyes. There is no strong or weak, before the death everyone is the same. No one will be saved, the winner will not get his place. No one will wake up and go to work tomorrow. The world, which you knew,stopped to exist, There is no more place for lies and greed. We will not watch a fresh news release, Will not read a morning’s newspaper. Will not answer a call, Will not read a morning’s newspaper. This is your last day, but even now you are trying to escape, Trying to survive when it’s too late! There are mountains of corpses around, Feeling of fear is flooding your soul. We dug our own grave! We will not watch a fresh news release, Will not read a morning’s newspaper. Will not answer a call, Will not read a morning’s newspaper. I'm sorry, but God left us and the earth collapsed under your feet. And only in these last seconds you remembered about everything. How these moments were precious and how much I did not have time. I realized everything. nothing will change, except yourself.
6.
Eternal War 03:28
Religions, political ideologies Always breeds hatred for others. Violence, terror and death Follows this fucking feeling. All of this - senseless massacre. From ancient times to our days Eternal war continues. Who will return the fallen? They will never come back home. Explosions, seas of blood, Pain and tears of children: It's the true face of war, Bullets don't see the difference. People are only pawns In the game of kings. Stop it! Religions, political ideologies Always breeds hatred for others. Violence, terror and death Follows this fucking feeling. All of this - senseless massacre. But pawns and kings at the end of game Fall into one fucking grave! Because they all are only humans. The tip of authorities are not gods To decide who will live and who die. From ancient times to our days Eternal war continues.
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Existence 03:32
From nowhere to nowhere We are keeping our way. From birth to death We are looking for meaning, But can not find it. What is the reason for our appearance? What is the sense of existence? Desperate, mankind has created religion To answer all these questions and to live quietly. Because a man without own thoughts Is safe for the holders of power. Young blood and desire to change everything Is a real threat for them. We are made of stars, Of the elements that are formed there. Everyone of us - a small universe. But maybe we are just an accident, A virus that has spread exponentially? I think nothing will remain of us, And we will disappear forever. We will disappear forever! They say, depression - a mortal sin. This means that I secured a place in the hell for me. But I just think about the essence of being. A man with thoughts - a man with sadness. From nowhere to nowhere We are keeping our way. From birth to death We are looking for meaning, But can't find it.
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To Ashes 02:26
My doubts, my fears Live so deep in my mind. And any time They can to wake up. Now I can't escape from the pain, The pain that follows me again. I don't see path where I can go, But necessary going Through struggle To the dream To the heights of ideals. We will die, and everything, That were in our lifetime, will not matter. I will not need in your roses, When I will lie in the grave. Not afraid to die, Because we'll not even know about this. My doubts, my fears Live so deep in my mind. And any time They can to wake up. Now I can't escape from the pain, The pain that follows me again. I don't see path where I can go, But necessary going through. Why we are doing this? Live and die, love and suffer? Everything that I made, Now is everything I lost. Turn to ashes!
9.
Bring me a silence To abstract from reality! Show me the darkness Where I can rest from this world! I want to reset the high voltage In the neurons of my nervous system, Disconnect all my thoughts in the head, Return to the beginning. My worst enemy - myself This is the battle without a winner. I want to reset the high voltage In the neurons of my nervous system, Disconnect all my thoughts in the head, Return to the beginning. Complete restart! We are always between something, Between birth and death, relationships, But now I'm between despair and fear.
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Outro 01:00

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The album was recorded in May 2014 - July 2015. Rostov-on-Don, Russia

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released August 19, 2015

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